Tiffany's Secret Garden

A Sleepy Monday Morning

2009-07-27T09:27:00.002+08:00

yesterday i slept for only 2 or 3 hours...
y??
becos i was studying + watching 'the apprentice' + msn-ing... lolx

omg!! this morning i really don feel like waking up...
my eyes are still very tired n half closed now due to wearing contact lens for about 18 hours yesterday... shocking!!!
now wearing contacts again... cham... eyes gonna go blind soon =P

my lecturer jus ended the class 2 hours earlier cos she needs to attend a meeting...
my goodness.. i need to wait for 2 hours until my next class...
haiz... wat to do??
at least got time for me to study summore lo...
wonder y everyday i also study n study n study but i never seem to finish study wat the lecturers taught in the past week... damn...

i feel like sms-ing someone but i guess everyone is still sleeping...
don wanna wake them la... not nice ma... lolx...
nvm la... i'll jus grow mushroom as usual in ssd then =.=

that's for now...
ciao~~~

u've changed me to be a better person ^^

2009-07-16T14:07:00.002+08:00

it's been very long since i last blogged...
reason is because now i keep a dairy of me n him...
but it's private n confidential =) jus for the both of us to read...

it's been two months plus...
it's true that every couple will have some disagreements, some arguements...
but after the disagreements n arguements, we manage to make up and things go even better for the both of us...

i like the way where i can tell u everything...
i know that sometimes things i told u might not make u happy but after a while, u'll be ok...
u'll even teach me things that is very hard for me to learn...
for example, i don like to deal with people cos i don deal well with people but u encourage me n support me... n u also teach me how to phrase my sentences to make it sound better to others...
i've learned a lot from you... but there's not much u can learn from me...
but there's one thing i can do for u which is help u in wat u do and i'm sure a can do a good job in it...
i hope i can help u in ur career too in the future...
i'm sure with ur brains n my organizing skills, we can do a lot of great things togehter ^^

baby, do you know that i really really hate doing household chores??
i don even tidy my own room at home...
n i don think i'll do it even if someone pays me (unless it's a very very high pay) cos it's really very tiring and u need to do that almost everyday or once every two days...
but these few days, i really enjoyed tidying up ur room...
even though it's jus vacumming ur room n u might think that it's ntg, i still feel that i can really do anything if it's for u...
u have no idea how hard izzit for someone to ask me to tidy a room without me complaining every second =P
should i say that u r lucky or should i say that i'm lucky that i've finally learned how to do some housework???
i might not be good at it but i'm sure after i get used to it, i'll be better ^^

baby, i know i should have more confidence in myself...
n i wanna learn all the things that u like (u know wat i mean right?)
i'm sure i'll know it sooner or later...
jus give me a lot of ur love n i can do anything!!! =)

i love u lots baby...
i know u love me too ^o^
lets study hard together n work hard for out future alright??

muakssssss

i'm back!!!!

2009-06-16T12:17:00.002+08:00

it's been so long since i last blogged..
life's pretty smooth since my last blog...

i've kept myself busy with school, work and my hubby... lolx
i'm happy all the time and have totally no time to get angry or sad...

the ice surrounding the ice princess is starting to melt..
bibi, how did u manage to melt the ice without me knowing??
i've search so long for u...
it's a good thing i found u...
i guess i should say thanks to her huh?? =P
for letting you go... so that i can find u...

anyway, life will go on whether you are sad or happy...
so we should be happy always =)

dear friends, smile always and be happy...
don worry cos tomorrow will be a new day again!!

Stressed With All The Political Things

2009-05-13T14:53:00.003+08:00

enough is enough!!!
all i did since the beginning was to help out...
it's ntg personal to me and i'm not against anyone...
i don even know u guys that well to even like or dislike you...
why would i be against anyone??
all i want is to learn and make the event a success...
i'm really tired d...
don wanna think, don wanna do anything anymore...
i will jus follow watever decision you guys make...
i really feel like crying now...
i jus cant believe the person i trust most did that...
i had like one and a half hours of sleep only last night n i really cant think straight anymore...
with assignments n presentations due n exams coming soon, i really dunno y should i do this anymore...

i really fucking hate politics!!!

i've been trying really hard to be nice to everyone...
really try to change my personality and my temper...

forget it... no mood to write anymore...

Updates!!

2009-05-12T19:19:00.004+08:00

it's been almost a week since i last updated my blog...
it's been a pleasant week so far...
tired but happy...

basically i'm tired because there are a lot of things to do and so little time...
but it's a good thing coz i'm just physically tired...
unlike previously, where i was mentally tired most of the time...

as some of my friends should know (coz it's updated in my facebook), i have a new bf now...
his name is eric ^^

eric is a very very nice guy who loves me and takes care of me...
he is very capable in the things he does (which is good for me, coz i've always wanted someone more capable than me) but is never arrogant...
he is not only a good bf but also a good leader...
i can learn a lot of things from him and also assist him with his work (which makes me feel so proud)
he is always complimenting me for something i did (sometimes even when i don feel that i've done really much), and indirectly helps me build up my confidence...
basically, both of us are common in a lot of ways...
for example, our taste (likes and dislikes), things that we think, solutions that we come up with (for our work), food that we like and dislike, our results in our studies, etc...
this really gives us an understanding and allows me to help him in a lot of way...
he is very prouud of me as his gf and very thankful for my assistance, on the other hand, i'm very proud of having such a talented bf and feel so proud that i can be his 'personal assistant'...
he is so damn good to me and i feel so lucky to have him as my bf...

i really want to make this relationship work and marry him, be the best wife and the happiest person in the world (oh no, i should be the second happiest, coz i want him to be the happiest person) one day in the future...

wish me luck ^^

Dorothy's Birthday Celebration a.k.a. Old Friends' Gathering

2009-05-07T06:46:00.004+08:00

yesterday we went to celebrate dorothy's belated birthday at gurney...
we were so excited and crazy there (HAHA... as usual)

there were 8 girls: me, shirlyn, xiangjia, joanne, phei sze, dorothy, lee mei and pei i'ng
and 4 guys: william, jc, eric and eric (HAHA)

it was real fun seeing them again after so long...
especially joanne... i think i haven't seen her for like 2 or 3 years d.. she's still cute as usual..
as for the others, i think it's like about 3 months since i last see them...

me, i'm still the same (i guess) but happier (because of him)
shirlyn, the innocent one (even though she has been in a relationship for 5 years d) but can be
crazy at times
xiangjia, still happy go lucky and siao
joanne, turning into a nice little lady because she has a nice bf d, but the brain is so yellow!!
phei sze, she changed a lot cos she's studying and staying with lee mei now in university... changed into a friendlier and noisier person (HAHA) but more fun eventually
dorothy, still the same leng lui but high-lighted her hair
lee mei, same crazy and fun girl... never cgange a bit...
pei i'ng, OMG!!! changed into a leng lui n so damn SEXY!!!

i'll jus stop here this time...
will be updating again when i find the time...
~cheers~

Going To Be Very Very Busy From Now On

2009-05-06T13:08:00.003+08:00

few days din write blog d... cos kinda bz recently...
busying with ichibanzai stuff... ichibanzai is on the 6th & 7th June!!!
then will be his bday soon (end of June)...
and then 30th August will be the Penang Largest Merdeka Youth Carnival!!!
we need to work a lot on that particular event...
it's my first time participating in this kind of thing so i reallyreally hope that i wont mess up...

GAMBATE!!!

Back From Genting

2009-05-03T23:02:00.002+08:00

i got back to penang at about 6.15am this morning =)
then, i bath, unpack, on9 and tidy up my room =P

after that, i took a 'short' nap and was suppose to go for lunch at 12 something but i slept until almost 1pm (LOLX... wat a pig!!)
anyways, me and my friend went for lunch in a japanese restaurant at pulau tikus...
this is the second time i feel that japanese food is delicious (thanks to you ^^)

anyways, i had a great day today =D
i can't remember when was the last time i smiled so much in a day... haha
actually not much ppl can make me really happy but you are one of them =)
even though you don wan me to say this but i really want to thanks you for everything you did for me ^^

My Day in Genting

2009-05-02T01:58:00.003+08:00

ok, so what happened on the first day to genting??

on thursday 3am (friday morning to be exact), we started our journey... hehe
then guess wat time we reached??
6am!!! fast leh... haha...
i also dunno how my fren drive coz i was sleeping like a pig...
cos too tired d... after helping henry out for 2 days...

anyway after we reached, we tried to check in but of course it's impossible... dunno what they were thinking... feels like they never check into a hotel b4 or something like that...
anyway, we had nowhere to go so we went for dim sum breakfast (which sucks btw) and then went to the outdoor theme park...

the first thing i played is the picking the rubber ducky thing with numbers under the duck to see whether you won a price or not...
that game is like the hardest thing to play cos it's pure luck (which is something i don usually have)
but today, out of the blue, when i came out of the toilet my frens told me it's the last chance, and asked me to pick...
so i jus simply pick one ducky n guess wat??
i wont the second prize (which is not really big anyway)
but it's such a big suprise for me cos things like that don usually happen to me...
and after that only i found out they used RM12 to play that game... swt...

after that we went to play the small roller coaster which is kiddie stuff to me...
then we went to play space shot...
i was quite suprise i wasn't as scared as i imagined i would be...
it was quite fun actually...

after that we went for more kiddy stuff... haiz...

then we went for lunch at pizza hut and finally checked into our hotel...
after bathing, i went shopping for souvenirs for my dear friends...
and i also bought 2 blouse for myself =)

then i went back to the hotel and rest for a little while while waiting for my friends to bath and get ready for dinner...
we went to have some vietnam food but i barely touch mine coz dunno why, i jus don have the mood and appetite to eat...
in fact, i was moody and doesn't feel really well for the whole day...

after dinner i walked around for a little while with my friends then went back to have a bath and went to meet gavin...
we went to starbucks to online...
actually my main purpose is to go on9 to talk to him... hehe...
talking to him really make me relax and cheerful again...
haha... like boosting up my energy and mood level =P

it's almost 3am now... and my friends should be almost done clubbing...
i'm still at starbucks but alone now coz gavin went back d...
chatting with ella now coz she's like the only one who doesn't need to sleep LOLX

anyways, i'm really looking forward to going back to penang...
cos i don really enjoy this trip becoz of the ppl i'm with...
they are jus not the kind of ppl that i hope to be seen with...
we are like from different worlds and different status...

guess this is the last time i'll be going out with them anyway...
so might as well make this trip end happily...

anyway, chaoz for now...
nite nitezzz....

something about me recently =)

2009-04-30T20:52:00.005+08:00

dunno what happened to me recently...

first of all, my big appetite came back LOLX
i keep feeling hungry no matter how much i eat =_='''

second of all, i'll feel down all of a sudden without anything special happening...
one minute i'm joking with my friends, the next i might be sitting quietly and feel moody...

haiz... siao d me =P

so anyways, i'm going to genting tonight...
so hopefully i'll return to normal when i return to penang HAHA

i'm so sleepy and hungry now...
chaoz ^^

人际关系高手，你我都做得到！

2009-04-30T16:16:00.003+08:00

人际关系的技能是领导力当中最重要的能力！！
你赞成这句话吗？？

每个人都想成为人际关系高手。。。
到底这里面有什么秘诀呢？？

成为人际关系高手的秘诀
(1) 不批评，不责备，不抱怨
(2) 经常微笑（微笑的定义：让身边的人开心）
(3) 给予真诚地赞美与感谢
(4) 记得别人的名字
(5) 聆听

要怎么样才能容易的记住别人的名字呢？？

注意看他的样貌

注意听他的名字

重复他的名字

联想：构图

面貌

音韵

字义

相似名字

1 Down, 6 More To Go

2009-04-20T12:29:00.002+08:00

today is my beverage assignment due date...
i planned to finish everything by yesterday but unfortunately, i can't...

why??

because...
yesterday i do until about 6pm then i fell asleep and then woke up at 9pm
then i went out for dinner and continue doing my assignment at about 10.30pm
i continue doing my assignment until about 4am and i start to feel very hungry
i went to cook maggie mee but my stupid laptop suddenly auto update and restart!!

oh no!! i forgot to save my assignment!!
what to do??
i have to redo everything...
haiz...

but in the end i finished d...
now wanna go print and pass up...
then go relax... haha

one assignment down, another six to go!!
GAMBATE!!!

Good News!!!

2009-04-17T01:29:00.003+08:00

i have a good news today...
i just finished my housekeeping practical exam this afternoon...
the total marks for the exam is 20marks...
guess how much did my group scored???
yea!!! 20!!!
hahahaha... can't stop laughing now...
gone crazy d!!! LOLX
so, for my housekeeping subject, i just need to score at least 23 over 40 in my final exam to get A
hopefully the final paper won't be too hard...

GAMBATE!!!

好男人，好女人，哪里找？？

2009-04-14T11:42:00.002+08:00

上星期六，我参加了一个‘好男人，好女人，哪里找？’的讲座

每个人都会想找一个好的另一半，可是，有多少人真的成功找到呢？？
当我们有了另一半时，时常会不知足的在想下一个男人/女人会比这个更好吗？
答案是不会！！因为每一段感情都需要经历不同的挑战及考验

很多人都说，婚姻是爱情的“坟墓”；但其实，婚姻是马拉松赛跑！！

好男人，好女人，不是天生的；而是被打造/塑造出来的
最重要的是，我们要先做好自己的本分

[女人] 如何塑造一个好男人？
~肯定你的男人
* 对他多说赞美的话
* 当他做对或错时，都要对他笑 =）
* 尊重他
* 欣赏他的优点；接纳他的缺点 （因为优点与缺点只是一线之差）
* 对他满意
* 不挑剔，不批评
~顺服你的男人
* 对方不配，你却愿意
* 不同意对方的想法，做法却愿意
* 顺服者才是真正的强者

[男人] 如何塑造一个好女人？
爱，分成三种
~ 虽然式的爱 =）
~ 因为式的爱
~ 如果式的爱

爱，要有行动
~ 拥抱，亲吻
~ 甜言蜜语
~ 送礼物
~ 服务
~ 陪伴，约会 （制造“浪漫”）

** 最高境界的爱是牺牲与付出

Updates!!!

2009-04-13T10:16:00.004+08:00

once again, my 'ice princess' personality is back!!

this little 'nickname' was given to me by laurence about 3 years ago...

many may wonder how did i get this 'nickname' coz lots of my 'friends' tend to think that i am an optimistic, happy-go-lucky, outgoing and friendly girl but deep down, i'm quite the opposite

there's a period of time when i was very close with laurence and he knew that i'm often moody and doesn't like to hang out with my friends...

instead, i go out alone... i eat alone, shop alone and even watch movies alone (horror movies as well =P)
that's partly how i got the 'ice princess' nickname

the other part is: i was unfriendly (cool), unforgiving and revengeful
you may be wondering by now, why didn't anyone found out about this 'dark side' of mine??

that's the scary part: it's because i would always put on the sweet, innocent, happy-face mask when i'm in front of everyone...
this 'mask' helped me in getting things the way i want and most of the things went smoothly for me (scary huh??)

but my REAL FRIENDS would definately know that's not me at all...
they often wonder what's going on with me...

well, here's what happened:
i was depressed by my family problems then
my depression was slowly built up by the environment i frew up in
it's not usually detactable coz i hide it quite well but it's a Really Bad Thing!!

why am i turning back into an 'ice princess' again???

it's because i'm starting to get depressed again...

WHY??!!

because of my school work...
degree is much much tougher than i imagined
as some people may know, i'm not exactly very good in 'studying'
i'm not good in words and expressing myself either (except when i'm writing stories)
and my writing skills and english standards are dropping as we speak (oh no!!)
degree requires a lot of assignments and assignments require a lot of writing which made me got stuck and starts to build up my depression...
now, even my creativity and imaginations are failing me day by day (OMG!!)

i'm really getting worried already...

what should i do??

Redbox with Classmates

2009-04-13T01:50:00.004+08:00

last saturday i went to redbox with my classmates: ella, aldon and calvin
it was fun going with them...
my conclusion is, calvin has a very nice voice, ella and aldon is not bad...

anyways, there's a song calvin sang that i love...
i mean i love the song ok?? don get the wrong idea... haha...
that song was dedicated to his darling =) so sweet...
it's Now and Forever by ??? no idea who sang that song... LOL
if someone i like sing that song to me... hmm... sure very sweet...
but now don have so... hehe... wait lo...
but i only know one sentence from the song... others all forgotten d... LOLX
Now and Forever, I will be Your Man

Midnight Trip To The Cemetry

2009-04-12T02:43:00.004+08:00

after a couple of years of chickening out, WL finally decided that he is "brave" enough to go for the midnight cemetry trip he dared me to go...

anyways, we first went to the mount erskine cemetry...
it was damn boring...
reason is the whole road is so well lit by the street lights and it's no use is scaring that "chicken"...

but anyways, we went to the roadhouse grill after that for a drink then continue with our cemetry trip...

this time, we went to the other cemetry near the horse racing place... forgot the name d... LOL
that place is much much better, as in scarier...
there are totally no street lights and the tombs are all around us...
i started telling ghost stories and scaring WL... LOLX
he's scared to death when i said "what happens if you see someone with long hair like mine, sitting beside a tombstone, eating the candles ppl put there during cheng beng??" WAHAHA
he straight away said "it's late d... we should go home d..." WAHAHAHA!!!
he said "lets bring danny here next time when he comes back... sure he'll be scared too"

don't worry WL, sure i'll bring both of you there again...
i remembered what chickens you both are...
danny said he wont be afraid wor... haha...
we'll see about that...

anyways, GAMBATE la... little chickens... HAHAHA!!!